The Moving Finger writes, and having writ,
Moves on: nor all your Piety nor Wit
Shall lure it back to cancel half a line,
Nor all your tears wash out a Word of it.

The Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam - Quattrain 71.

Saturday, November 01, 2003

jose jose jose! this definitely reminds me of you. hahas now everytime i hear this song... ill be reminded of you singing it and the silly musical itself. ahhas. thanks for jus bein there. hahhah. ur really one of the few frens i haf left tht i can really trust and stuff. hope ur not upset or netin k? i meant every word i wrote onta back of tht bookmark. really pretty eh? words simply cannot express my gratitude towards you. love ya ALOT
great blog ya haf der btw. esp love ya doggie! heehee. as cute as ever.


Like children need their mother
Like rivers need a sea
Like lovers need each other
Like prisons need a key
Like winter nights need fire
Like temples need a shrine
Like lovers need desire
Like prophets need a sign
This is my only chance
Love open my heart
Years of broken dreams all in the past
This is my only chance
Love make me a part
Of someone who loves at last
haiz hist sub paper i cant blif it. anyway. hahaha im finally bloggin again yeah. oh well. nowadays everything feels so strange. i hate practically everything now. and even people! hmmm.... bad bad. i especially hate training! i hate everything abt cjc. ugh. tink im goin on a hatin spree. feel like going overseas then i can be with all my darlings. miss all the people der alot! its like. for now i can only relate to them. deyve been with me for so long. dey understand me the best. deyr practically the only reason why im still breathing. dey were the ones tht saw me thru the few days of numbness and depression. in fact they were the only few whom i told of my "depression" . others din even know anything of it. dey were the ones who comforted me when i was truly depressed. dey were the only few who knew tht i was even depressed inta first place. wota hell am i doin here anyway. i really wish my parents wld jus one day (soon) spring upon me a gd news.... tht we'd be migratin overseas and i wld leave all this shit behind. but i know tht will nv happen. all i can do is live in my dreams. haiz. I HATE EVERYTHING HERE!!!!!!

of cos der r a few of u all tht r exceptions! only a few tho. haiz.

ps : some of you pple are seriously gettin on my nerves as well. i wish ud jus go away and leave me alone. im gettin sick of ya! sick of u and ur hypocriticisms... ur 'cuteness' ur sickeningly sweet ways...ur irritatingly irritating self. it jus sickens me. ahAGHAGHAHG!
MY OATH TO YOU...

When you are sad.....I will dry your tears.
When you are scared.....I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried.....I will give you hope.
When you are confused.....I will help you cope.
And when you are lost.....And can't see the light....
I shall be your beacon.....Shining ever so bright

This is my oath.....I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?.....Because you're my friend.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for a while and leave footprints.
And we are never, ever the same.


+ love ya all!!!! + takkaire dearies
The Price of a Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured all the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise.
Nothing.
She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster.
No good.
Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!
"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.
"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."
"I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.
"His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"
"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening
a little.
"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it
costs."
The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"
"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. "I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money".
"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago.
"One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all the Money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."
"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents-the exact price of a miracle for little brothers."
He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need." That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place.
"That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?"
Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost... one dollar and eleven cents ...... plus the
faith of a little child. A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law...... (A TRUE STORY)
If poems can tell a thousand words
I shall make use of them to express everything.
Seriously,
your lit aint good
still i'm gonna make you understood,
be it a metapher,
you just need to decipher
Dun ruine your own future,
to think it's up to your teacher
dun think ten points aint nothing,
actually it means something,
Get up now and work harder,
without it you will suffer.
So turn back now and think twice
before it all turn soul
Dun be like Lady Macbeth,
all you know is grumble.
Day and night you shower,
thinking you're cleaner
but is your conscious another?
your conscious tell you you should,
but do you think you would?
you have others all around you
but do you think they'll hug you?
one day you will realise,
when it has all finalize,
that what i said was right
when we are out of sight.
all this may have cut you
like a hundred stabbing knives
so wake up now, stop ruining your life
you just gotta fight!
"C'mon dun be afraid"
you just gotta be brave,
so you dun cry over your grave!
She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her?
She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?
She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does that make you feel safe?
Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?

She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch?
She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town?
Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
It's a shame there's no one to blame
For all the pain that life brings
If u will just take me
It might just complete me
And together we can make a stand

somehow you thought of everything,
but you didn't think of me


isnt life just horrid? ugh.
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we use to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again

Everytime you stay
It never feels quite the same
And everytime you go
It hurts a way you'll never know

I guess your stories
Make me feel like it's alright now

Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we used to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again

Everything I fear
Shows itself everytime you're here
And everything I know
Leaves with you everytime that you go

Show me, show me, show me
How you do that trick
The one that makes me scream, she said
The one that makes me laugh, she said
And threw her arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you, I promise that
I'll run away with you

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face, I kissed her neck
And dreamed of all the different ways
I had to make her glow
"Why are you so far away", she said
"Won't you ever know that I'm in love with you,
That I'm in love with you?"

You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water, you're just like a dream
Just like a dream

Daylight whipped me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I open up my eyes
I find myself alone, alone, alone
Above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me.

You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You just like heaven

» just like heaven, goldfinger

nice nice x)
heres a little something u guys shd take note of! X)


Time Never Goes Back

I received an email.. after sorting much of my email, I got this story which I think its pretty interesting...
After reading, I could relate my life with the story...Then, do self reflection after having completed reading
this article!

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,

Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).

A few minutes later...

Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.

What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

something rather interesting! for ya guys to check out~ heehe



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> waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht
> the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total
> mses and you can sitll raed it withuot porbelm.Tihs is bcuseae the huamn
> mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
> Amzanig huh?
IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

love all of ya!!!!! X)

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

kc >>>> ahaha glad evythg was fine. hey! lxg is damn nice wot. y disappointing?! i absolutely loved it! but i guess u shd watch lxg b4 poc. ahahs :) miss ya dear! im dyin over here.

haix. im stressed!!!!!!! econs and hist went terribly. somemore i tot econs cld get at least a C. but inta end. everything of it was horrendous! urghhh. i hate ALLOCATIVE efficient. jus bcos dey added tht. den prac evythg was limited. haix. so sad. oh well dunno wot im doin here when theres maths tml. but oh well here i am! haix....

haha silly jose silly jose!!! what ya doin now? silly jose silly jose she is at my hse! silly jose silly jose. our maths how? hahahas

ITS MUCH NICER MUCH NICER IN NICE!!@#%! ahhahas X)

Monday, September 29, 2003

See, baby
I know you done had your share of girls
I am more than confident
You won't ever have to search any streets for
affection
I got you

What kind of girl you like
I know my looks can be deceivin'
Tell me am I your type
My main goal is to please you

What's on the schedule tonight
Am I the reason you'll be treatin'
I hope you have an appetite
So tell me will you come and spend the night

My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it


When will you come through
'Cause I'll be waitin' up right here
Can you bring some Belvedere
So we can pop the cork and cheers

Please have no fear Yeah
I just wanna love you right
I hope you have an appetite
So tell baby, will you come and spend the night?

My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it

Hold me,
Oh my
Taste it,
Taste it
Hold me,
Oh My,
My

Hold me like you never wanna let me go
If you're likin' what you're tastin' Baby let me
know
See if you're gonna love me better love me strong
'Cause I want this love to love last all night long

My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it

My love is like WOAH
My kiss is like WOAH
My touch is like WOAH
My sex is like WOAH
My ass is like WOAH
My body's like WOAH
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it



love this song to bits!!! x)
* *----------------- HAPPIE BDAE +DARLING+!! x) ------------------* *
rem to call me asap so we can open the pressie 'together' yeah? ahahhahs love ya love ya love ya! x) heeehee

yay!! :D hooray!

XyunX >>>>> ahhas hope u enjoyed ur dae! ahahs huggin u was not tht terrible la. ahhahas it was urms.... urms... hmm... pleasant? (nahh...) ahahhahs hope u had a wonderful time eatin ur silly cake yeah? haahhas the silly cake tht dirtied the silly table tht i spent so much time tryin to clean!!!!! urghh... broke my heart when i realised u guys were gna use my clean little table . ahahahs and we sang the stupid song so softly. ahhaahs at least we all realise we gta save mian zi. yeah ahahs. anw. sorry i din go the other day. it was not part of my plan initially.... but it did serve well din it? hahahas... tc

Sunday, September 28, 2003

junz >>>> smile more okae?? dun be too stressed up regardin ur studies... itll be okae inta end :) smile smile smile!
(nehh.. its here wot! hahahas silly girl)

yunz >>>> happy happy bdae! ahahahs.... i hoped u tot i forgot. ahhahas . hope u enjoyed urself eatin todae yeah? ahahhas and remember!!! tings to do....... SMILE SMILE SMILE! STUDY STUDY STUDY! DUN RETURN TO DAOHUEI DUN RETURN TO DAOHUEI (private joke) ahahahs

kc >>> call me asap and rem dun open it yet! x)

yanz >> dun be so frustrated with urself...... lets try together! :) and lets try nota be so urms... weird dese few days okae? ahhas ....

criz >>> how cld i forget u eh? ahhahas love ya love ya love ya! X)

cind >>> u twit.... where hafya been dese days!?!?!!?

melv >>>> you twit! wo xiang si ni le. eyah. ahhaha.

jay >>>> hmmmm........



dunno why the words....
" RETAIN....RETAIN....RETAIN.... "
keep running around in my head. haix. really gifin me a SPLINTERING HEADACHE!!! :[

why do you have to come back and wreck it all.

i don't believe you.
i can't believe you.
whatever you say now, wont matter anymore.
cos you stopped mattering a long time ago.
i just wish you'd quit finding excuses to rid yourself from blame.
it makes me sick.
what happened to you
you've played the victim for so long now in this game

liar liar.
so look who's the victim now
i'm applauding cos you've put on such a convincing act
& to those who've been fooled by you
remember,
a leopard never changes its spots.

if you can do it once
you'd do it again
maybe you get a kick outta doing it
i dontknow what kind of sick games you play.

Superficial game of mental hide and seek again
Taking chances with the one you always called your friend
Trying hard to find that piece of mind
Now time takes it's toll again

Don't think you've left me stranded
I'll be miles from where you found me
I only hope you feel my discontent

Saturday, September 27, 2003

well. yesterday was really funny. ahhas went to maples hse with becks chels caitlyn! aahs we had the funniest time. and chels was bein her usual self. but oh i shant elaborate... lotsa silly tings happened anw. ahahs :)
n yes kailin i had fun studyin w you too! ahahs. woke up today... and got pangsehed for breakfast! urghhh. but nvm. ahhas. looks like ill hfta survive w/o food... again. ahahs hmmm.... feelin rather moody doody now. so i shall jus get off line. ahahs... oh and to the person that i once liked a great deal/loved? (nah)..... I HATE YOU! GO AWAY ......

kc >>> darling! hahahs.. cldnt type much in ur taggie so had to continue here. anw really hope u liked all e stuff tht i gave u cos it took me really wrong to make and write and stuffies! ahhahs.. okae. yesyes ill call u very soon and u tell me everything? cant blif the stuff tht i missed out on since i last came online. haix. are u sure ur alrite? i wldnt wan u to be sad yeah. hmm.... and wheres this supposedly private entry u wanted me to see? i cant find it. tc n k.i.t soon yeah! love ya!

yanz.yunx.cind.jose.criz. >>> tnks a whole lot! missin ya~ :)
cheri char jean ser hs >>> missin u guys terribly man.

Saturday, September 20, 2003

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